You came for me when I was in my darkest hours…

You came for me when I was in my darkest hours, I was in a failing relationship and was using alcohol and sleep aids every night so I could get enough sleep to be able to go to work the next day. Things where not great there as I was now doing the work myself that once four people did, Other employees thought that I looked sick and knew that something was wrong, I couldn’t tell them that I had done something that deep down I knew I never should have done. I had let someone whom I thought had my interest at heart take over control of all that I had worked so hard for, my home of thirty years, where I raised my three children as a single parent. Then one day I received a letter in the mail, that letter alone lifted my spirit, I was being invited into a society, and then came the literature. Wow for so long my mind kept thinking something is wrong, but what is it? why have I always felt this way, know matter what I seem to do I never feel right, never that happiness that I read about when I was little where is it and how will I ever find it, I had given up. The literature has opened up my eyes as to what is really going on and why I felt so helpless and hopeless. I do not feel that way any longer as I now have so much hope, with the success of the Twelve Visions Party ,Thanks to Mark Hamilton and the Neothink Society I feel healthy again and know longer need or want alcohol or pills to help me sleep. I feel a calmness that I never have felt in my entire life. Although my situation is not the greatest, I know that I now have the power and inner strength to get myself there as I continue to grow. I feel that I have learned more in the last three years than in all of my years previous, what a gift that you have given to me Mark Hamilton, for this I will be forever grateful, I do not even want to think of what would be if the Twelve Visions Party did not succeed, I can’t imagine going back to that dark place of absolutely no hope for a brighter future in this failing world full of illusions. I have being able to start a small business that one day I hope to pass down to my grandchildren, With not much education I never imagined having my own business before, its so wonderful. I have so much still to learn, and look forward to it each day. That is also new to me as I never liked going to school and therefore didn’t do very well there. But now I love to read and read every chance I get. Mark Hamilton you and the Neothink Society mean every thing to me and forever I will be grateful to you and to all of your writings. With much Love and gratitude.    Brenda     Canada